Hi
4 weeks ago I found out that I have breast cancer .
it has been a rollercoaster of events, scans, biopsies, doctors appts . It has been the craziest whirlwind and suddenly everything has changed massively.
i started chemo a week ago and I have been shocked by how Bad I have felt .
it’s crazy how I felt fine before and yet now the medicine is making me feel bad.
i knew there would be side effects but because everyone reacts so differently I hoped I won’t feel too bad
the tiredness, sickness, headaches , aching muscles , feeling weak , dry my mouth and metallic taste and the fact that I feel like I’m swaying all the time 
Anyone else’s been shocked by their reaction to chemo ?
I am starting to feel better which I’m feeling so happy about but knowing I have to start it again next week is not something I’m looking forward to .
Can anyone else share their first experiences of chemo ?
thank you
Hi and a warm welcome to the Online Community although I am so sorry to hear about your diagnosis.
A cancer diagnosis can be so stressful and challenging but I do hope you find the community a safe place to get support and ask your questions.
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