God, I don't know where to begin...
Lost my Mam this year...November 11th...
Can't get it in to my head that she's actually gone. For a split second I think about going to see her...having a brew...taking her the paper and a bar of chocolate. Chatting. Laughing at daft things...
We also fell out a lot, and that's left with massive waves of guilt...why didn't say certain things...why didn't I let things go...hindsight is a wonderful thing ey?
Feeling completely alone.
Like nobody understands.
I'm not dealing worh it well at all.
It feels like it happend in a whirlwind and now nothing.
She was only 59. I'm 39. I feel like it's been so unfair...
Hi and a warm welcome to the online community
I'm very sorry to read that you've recently lost your mam to cancer and I know what an incredibly hard time this will be for you.
As you know the online community is divided up into different support groups and I can see that you've already found and joined the bereaved family and friends group where you can share your feelings and give and receive support.
When you feel ready to post there clicking on the link above will take you straight there where you can start a new post in the same way as you did here and join in with existing conversations by clicking on 'reply'. To save you typing this all out again you could copy and paste it from here into your new post in the breast cancer group.
If you have any difficulty navigating the community just drop me a reply and I'll be pleased to help
x
"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
