I’m new to this but I need an outlet. I found a lump a couple of months ago and have an appointment at the breast clinic on Thursday next week. I haven’t told anyone about it because I don’t want anyone worrying unnecessarily but the closer the appointment is getting the more scared I am. I’m 35, married with 2 kids and feel like this is taking over.
I’ve tried telling myself not to worry until I have something to worry about but every time I’m in the shower my hand always finds it’s way to the lump and I sit and cry. The rational part of me knows it’s probably nothing but I’m genuinely terrified.
Please tell me I’m not the only one who’s tortured themselves. Ive had to make the excuse I’m going Christmas shopping to go to the hospital as it’s over 60 miles away but shopping is the last thing I feel like doing.
Hi and welcome to the Online Community but I am so sorry to read about your ongoing worries but I hope you will find the support available on the community helpful.
You will find talking with others who are walking or have walked the exact same type of cancer treatment path will help you navigate this challenging time.
I see you have joined and posted on a few ongoing discussions in our supportive Breast cancer group, this group will be a good place to get advice from people who understand.
Navigating the community will depend on the device you are using. To go to the group just click on the Green link I have created above.
Then why not introduce yourself by putting up a new post by clicking in the box near the top with + New(Computers) or + (Mobile Devices). You will then see a dropdown menu so why not hit ‘Start a Discussion in New here, say hello’
You can ask your top questions in this post like “How does everyone sleep? “What questions should I be asking?”……
It’s always good to talk so do call the Macmillan Support Services on 0808 808 00 00 - most services are open 8am to 8pm, 7 days a week Clicking here to see what is available. This service provides lots of cancer information, emotional support, benefit and financial guidance or just a listening ear.
To find information covering diagnosis, treatments and pages covering most types of cancers check our Online Information and Support Section.
Always around if you need further help in navigating the community.
All the very best ((hugs))
