Hi and welcome to the online community
I'm very sorry to hear that your mum passed away last month. I know what a tough time you'll be going through right now.
I can see that you've found and posted in the bereaved family and friends group and I'm sure you'll get support from the other members of that group.
There is no right or wrong way to grieve and you might find this from Macmillan on support with grief helpful.
Sending a virtual ((hug))
"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
