Really scared

Hi letting you no I have just had the letter for the endoscopy ,there doing it this Friday on the 6th ,haven't been feeling too well today ,now I no the date I breath a sigh of relief,but I am also petrified as now I can find out what we are going to be facing,I must try and go in positive just feeling lost and scared especially with the weight loss I've had and not feeling right,hopefully with my partner's support will get through this and face whatever it may be,take care and will let you no how it goes xx

Hi sadly scared                                                                                                                                                                                    Good news about the appointment,i will be thinking of you.I know about those feelings we want the scans but we dont want bad news.I am feeling exactly the same, one minute i am ok and the next crying,sad lost and scared.At least you have a partner to help you face this problem,i have not got a partner but a great sister who will be by my side thankfully ( see crying now ) Take care and yes please let me know how it all goes Xx

You have got hundreds of people on this site plus all your friends and family wishing you good luck whatever you are facing. I certainly felt a lot of comfort when people were sharing my woes and giving their advice and support here. I bet we are all scared on this forum, I am usually twitching with fear when appointments and test results are due.

Fingers, toes and everything crossed for you.

Yes honey scarey times ,I'm glad your sister is going to be with you for emotional and sisterly support,Thank you for your support it has been a help bless you ,take care and will be in touch xx

Thank you for your kind supportive words ,it has been a real help joining the online community,everyone has been so kind ,just what I have needed at these scarey times,I certainly don't feel so alone and lost ,Thank you again.

Getting really worried and anxious about tomorrow,trying to stay positive but the way in feeling,no this is serious ,take care let you no how I get on honey ,feel like this is ruling my life must start to turn this around and make sure I start to try and be stronger ,bless .

Hi scared                                                                                                                                                                                     I was going to message you about tomorrow,i wanted to say i will be thinking of you,and sending all my best wishes. I know its a worrying time for you, but it will soon be over, and then getting this done will make you a little more positive,as you are getting the ball rolling.I know what you mean about thinking this is serious i think the same about mine too.I want to know what i am up against and start to sort it out.Stay Strong,Keep Calm,Everything Crossed.Xx

Thank you for your kind words and support ,bless you ,yes it's facing the unknown ,time to find out and to stay strong Thank you again your support and kind words are such a help ,I no I'm not the only one facing uncertainty,yes time to get this sorting and once we no what we are facing ,we can start whatever we need to, to get us better,take care and will keep you posted ,bless you xx

Hi sadly scared                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    Just sending a big hug, hope all went well today.Xx

Thank you honey for your hugs ,endoscopy was horrible took four biopsies should have results back in two weeks,glad that's d one they have requested to my doctors get a ct scan of the abdomen and pelvis for on going pain so that's next and chasing the doctor's,Thank you again for your kind words,will keep you posted ,and how are you doing xx