Hi
I consider myself lucky as my cancer episodes have all been diagnosed early but I am unlucky in having been diagnosed with cancer 3 times in the last 2 years (2 episodes of colorectal cancer and more recently breast cancer).
I think I am nearing the end of my current cancer treatment and I am feeling generally positive about my prognosis. However, this whole experience has made me completely re-evaluate my life and my priorities which I am finding both exciting and scary ... I am going to hand my notice in and move to Portugal before the end of the year 
I have also been re-evaluating my healthy/unhealthy lifestyle habits, most of which has been a good idea. However, I am so worried about cancer returning that if someone told me that standing on one leg whilst wearing a fluorescent yellow jumper twice a day will prevent cancer returning I find myself searching for a fluorescent yellow jumper!
I think I am driving myself completely crazy!
Hi and welcome to the Online Community, although I am sorry to see you finding us and so sorry to hear about the journey you have been on for that past few years.
I think that we would all agree that cancer does make us look closely at our life and what is important...... following your dream is important.
A cancer diagnosis can bring a lot of stress, confusion and many questions but talking with people who are on the same journey can help a lot.
The site is organised into various groups so we do have lots of support groups that are Cancer specific and also ones that are general Cancer experience groups.
Have a look though the links and when you find the groups that are your best ‘fit’ for you then join them by choosing 'join this group' on the page that opens. You can then introduce yourself and post questions after selecting 'start a discussion' and join in with existing conversations by clicking on 'reply'.
Can I also highly recommend our various Macmillan Support Line Services - you can call them free on 0808 808 00 00 This service covers Emotional Support, Practical Information. Clinical Information, Financial Support and Work Guidance mostly open 8.00 to 8.00 but check the link.
We also have our ‘Ask an Expert’. section where you can post questions to our mostly Volunteer Experts but please allow 2 working days to get a reply.
Our Online Information and Support Section is a good place to find information covering cancer diagnosis, treatments and pages covering most types of cancers.
Talking to people face to face can help a lot so check to see if you have any Local Macmillan Support in your area or a Maggie’s Centre as these folks are amazing.
You may want to put some information in your profile can help a lot Click here to see how to add details as this helps everyone to see a little about you
All the very best.
So do go on a search and find the best place to get support - I would recommend you join the very supportive Breast cancer group as it’s a busy place with lots of support going on.
((hugs))
