im terrifed i have mm

Hi Kai Kai 01 

As my ex boss used to say 'we don't have problems we have challenges'  please don't worry till you have something to worry about. Have you seen your GP?

Thanks for the reply, I’ve been attending my gp on and off for similar symptoms for over 5 years each time gettin worse!! I’m now in my 3rd practice! I started feeling not well again when my baby was 3 months old he’s now 10 months old! I’ve had lots of blood work done, ct scan of pelvis, endoscopy and colonoscopy all coming back normal apart from an ulcer in my stomach! I’ve had blood in my urine for months some times visible! My bone pains are gettin worse every day I can hardly walk up stairs, had really bad sinus problems swollen vessels and bad stuff goin on in my mouth sudden overbite gums receding really bad facial numbness headaches and really bad tinnitus, no apitite very low bmi!! I went to a diff doc other day and said I’m goin to end up sectioning myself if something is not done here! I have a baby to look after and he needs me well!!! I go for more routine bloods Tom morning!! I just feel lost and I don’t want to spk to my close family about how terrible I’m feeling!! Sorry that’s a lot for one messsage x

wow kai kai 01 

my scans, smear test etc revealed nothing it was only when they did a biopsy my womb cancer was revealed. ask for that. You can contact the gynecologist in the sexual health dept too. You need professional help now and if the GP doesn't do anything complain to PILS. You should speak to your family and friends that's very important. You will feel better with their support. You are going through enough let someone else fight this for you esp as you have your baby. I couldn't have mri and ct scan they caused anxiety and panic attacks out the blue, due to see my gyno doc 18th Nov. Which bones are hurting? x

Aww bless you, as well as that you have a young baby maybe you might need help with post natal depression. Just a thought hope you don't mind me saying but it's so common. Hope you feel better soon darling. Xxx

So sorry to hear this  I think it’s definitely mm and it’s defo my bones!! I will Phn and try get an appointment Tom morning round about time of my bloods!! Tbh I have bone pain all over my spine is the worst but also git on hips ribs neck even when I walk the bones on my feet hurt!! I just need to get better my baby!! I have just recently split with my baby’s dad and I think due to me turning into a diff person wit’s h the pains etc he just dosnt understand how sore I am all the time!!! It’s really breaking my heart that I’m gettin so weak I can hardly pick my baby up!! Sorry I’m all over the place and mite not be making much sence rite now!! 

Hugs and kisses x

Thank you for the reply  I know this isn’t post Natel depression, I’ve been trying to self diagnose myself for years now I was really baffled and so were the Doctors’s got I think I could be a doc with the amount of research I’ve done!! Xx