Hi,
My mum died in March this year with cancer. It was a very short lived illness. She was admitted to hospital in January with suspected gallstones and by March she was gone. I more or less went straight back to work after the funeral and stuff. Then in June I began having panic attacks and have came off work again. I’m trying to build myself upto returning but I feel exhausted. Not overly emotional just really numb and want to know about other people’s experiences? My mum was a big part of my life and I have 2 children aged 18 and 6 who miss her dearly as well. When we were told my mum was dying my world fell apart and expected to be much more visibly bereaved but I am rather withdrawn most of the time.
