Hi there,
I joined this group a few months ago but haven't been able to write anything. I lost my partner, Chris, to Ewing sarcoma in March this year. He was only 31. Four months on I'm having more good days than before but sometimes I just feel like this is too much to bear. He was the most wonderful person and my best friend, and even though I have so much incredible support from my friends and family I just feel so alone without him. I'm so, so fed up of people telling me that he's always with me, or he would want me to be happy, or that I'm still young and have my whole life ahead of me. I just want to hear that yes, this is so unfair and awful and should not have happened and I'm right to want to just scream and cry.
I don't know what I expect to get out of this but I'm feeling very alone today.
K x
Hi and a very warm welcome to the online community
I'm very sorry for the loss of your partner Chris recently. I see that you have joined and posted in the bereaved spouses and partners group and I'm sure you'll find it a safe and supportive place to discuss your worries and emotions.
Everyone in that group will understand what you are going through and will try to support you just as you can help and support them.
x
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