You may remember me from last Year. I got involved with the group and to be honest I didnt think i would see Christmas. But im still here. The ileoccecum cancer is slow growing.( Good news ) but now in many places ( not so good) . Im on a palliative chemo just to keep the tide back really. Ive been out to. Mainly to the Hampshire coast and Newforest or just sitting in the conservatory. I had alot of anger and regret. Anger at drs for taking 5 Years to diagnoses and dismissing me and regret for not seeking help from other doctors and self medicating because after 100 dr appointments and 3 gastroenterologist review's plus many tests, the true problem was only diagnosed when i got to A and E with bowel blockage symptoms. .....i have had time to reflect and make sense of this so i feel more okay about it. So im here and hope i can offer my penny's worth for as long as. Take care, Peace.
