New - feeling lost

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Hi, I'm feeing a little overwhelmed at the moment. I was diagnosed with lung nets in 2011 and had a successful op, monitored until 2015, and given all clear. In 2019, by a fluke, it was discovered i again had lung nets, but now 2 or possibly 3, difficult to tell. I started on Everolimus. There has been continued, if minimal growth between scans. I also started on Lanreotide injections. ((Within 9 months of that diagnosis I found i had breast cancer (not related to the nets) and i again have had surgery.)) At my last appointment i was told that there had been substantial growth between scans and the Everolimus was no longer working as it should. I was told my only course was Targeted Radionuclide Therapy, which is unavailable on the NHS for my condition, and would cost in the region of £90k. Unfortunately I was on my own at the appointment so my head wasn't in the right place. (i did ask about chemo, but was told that it wasn't very effective and side effects weren't worth it. Surgery has always been ruled out because of the location in the lung) My husband has emailed the consultant with questions I wasn't able to ask, but we've yet to have a response. At the moment all I can think about is when am i going to die. I accept it is going to happen, but at the moment i feel lost, not knowing what i need to know. My husband isn't sleeping and we're both trying our best to be positive. I don't know where to go or what to do next.

  • Hello Buffy...aren't bank holidays difficult? Everything seems to grind to a halt.Like you I'm feeling lost.It sounds as if you need support and to talk about your situation.Have you thought about contacting Macmillan they're there available to chat to and I found just talking about my own situation yesterday helped.Another thought that occured to me is you haven't spoken about your Clinical Nurse Specialist.These are the first point of call when you're feeling you're lacking information ...do you have one? If your in the UK you will have.

    I have Stage4 inoperable Esophageal Cancer with mets on my liver so no surgery just palliative treatment Herceptin and chemo.I had hoped Herceptin would reduce my primary tumour but found out last week there's been regrowth.Chemo has been grim and oncology are trying to work out alternative mixes.So im feeling lost too today...you are not alone.Im thinking of you and hope you will consider reaching out to Macmillan too.

  • Hi Pepperpot. Thank you for replying to me. I will definitely look into what you've recommended.  I'm so sorry to hear about your situation. I hope you have loved ones to give you love and support too. We never think about what will ultimately happen to us all until it literally smacks us in the face, and then it's all about how we deal with it. You sound positive, despite it not being a good day for you too. I'm sending all my best wishes and hoping the days ahead are comfortable and kind to you.

  • Hi Buffy, neuroendocrine tumours? I hope someone comes along who can help you! I do have nets in the lung plus laryngeal cancer (different sort). I am on immunotherapy which seems to be keeping me stable but the medicines you reference seem to be targeted at breast cancer? Don't really understand but wish you well and please elaborate and seek help whenever you want to

    Patrick xx

    • Hi Buffy, and a warm welcome to our little family, though I'm so sorry you find yourself here, I was wondering if the TRT might be available on a trial, I would be asking my oncologist to look into the possibility and getting in touch with CRUK and The Royal Marsden, as well, and to see if they had any other trials which may help, I know this is likely a long shot, my friend, but who knows 
    • Eddie xx