New Year

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Hello, 

Im wondering if anyone out there feels as I do.

2022 has been a really challenging year. Diagnosis of Lung Cancer at 39, Lobectomy, Chemo, turned 40, split from my husband, solo parenting of 2 young children and the the news that noone wants that my cancer has spread and is now incurable. Treatment going well and I remain ever optimistic that I have to enjoy every moment, but I have never asked how long or what my future may look like. I just dont want to know and have a time limit on my life.

I'm terrified of going into this next year, what if I don't see the end of it? This last year has been so horrible that surely next has got to be better?

I know my worries can't be answered but does anyone else feel the same? How do you cope?

Thanks