Hi all,. I am away on a gathering of good friends and colleagues in my line of work (or what I did more prior to stage 4 cancer). It's been good really, but I'm now trying to go to bed and walked past the main room where most people are chatting, laughing, music playing, having a good time. Feel so envious of these people who don't have this burden of stage 4 cancer. They seem so carefree. I know some of them have other problems but even so, I feel like I would give anything to be like them (except for any harm to come to my children). Does anyone else have these kind of feelings? Feeling so alone. Especially since my marriage breakdown too.
