Progression seems surreal

Difficult news, but as you say in your bio, now is your time. Get out there and make the most of it, and smash that prognosis.

Much love,

Stuart x 

My journey started around retirement date when I thought I had many Years in front of me. Im 60 now. I dont know how long I,have. Maybe today, next Week or Months. I spend each day one day only. No plans, I accept the situation in my heart. The head is different, full of what ifs and fears. 

It is difficult when it happens so quickly. I took a year to come to terms with my diagnosis. 
I now accept it and am determined to enjoy the summer sunshine. I have a quality of life enjoying meeting up with friends and going out for lunch

I do know I have progression in all my metastases 

I do know how you feel. It is always with me somehow the knowledge that I have something I live with that my friends and family do not have x

I echo Stuart. Love each day and live it to the utmost in whatever fashion you can manage. Big hugs Rainie xxx

Thanks Stuart. Inspired by you all here ive booked the ice hotel in december...complete with husky ride!

anyone been?

Thanks Tony. Like you, not the retirement I thought. So I need to cram it all into a year now

Thanks Ruth.im planning lots of little things that I took for granted but as you say its always there. Hope the new drug works some magic for you

sylvia

thanks Rainie. Planning some nice stuff and feel better for it so thank you for the inspiration

hugs

sylvia

Perfect! Not been to the ice Hotel but would love to. I have done a husky ride. Make sure you keep your mouth shut because they poop on the run!

I heard the dogs peed on the run, but not that they pooped as well. Versatile!