When it all gets too.much

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When you've battled through the cancer initially you feel that things will only get better. The reality has been that my health has deteriorated in so many different ways as a result of treatment that you start to doubt whether it was all worth it. Is quality of life better than quantity? 

  • Hi .... it’s an interesting thought 

    you start to doubt whether it was all worth it. Is quality of life better than quantity? 

    Back in 2013 I had to make a life or death decision..... if the treatment plan did not work that was it..... no other options.

    I amazingly found remission in Sep 2016 for the first time in over 17 years, the treatment was very hard and I have been left with a few treatment left overs but for me, I count them as being acceptable in the big picture of life itself, seeing 2 granddaughters added to our first two and having a good life...... my immune system is just not great so I was  basically been shielding for 4 years before the word shielding was a thing.

    It is all about personal prospective I suppose ((hugs))

    Mike (Thehighlander)

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  • Hi , yes I've been there and got the t shirt!. I have some residual affects from chemo, complicated by covid and long covid. But I am just starting to feel I might come out of the wood this year. So time helps. Mind I am not sure if I'd do chemo again, if I ever have to... it wouldbe be a big balancing act.  Take care