Hi I had a lung cancer at a young age of 29 in 2017 surgery was successful and the tumour was removed and now I just have a ct scan or X-ray every 6 months to monitor things. but I just can’t lose the anxiety of the cancer returning every time I go for a check up or every lump I get or anytime I feel unwell my mind automatically assumes it the cancer that has returned. I found a lump Under my right nipple last January and went to the doctors twice last year about it and both times was told it’s nothing to worry about but the lump is still there and I don’t want to pester the doctors for them to say it’s nothing again and so is the anxiety.I feel I will never be able to be fully free of the feeling of dread that one day it will come back and finish the job it started 3-4 years ago.
Hi nat88c and welcome to our little corner of the site. Your thoughts and challenges are not that unusual. I have been on my cancer journey for over 21 years now.
I was diagnosed in 1999 with a rather rare and difficult to treat Stage 4a Low Grade Cutaneous T-Cell (skin) Non Hodgkin’s Lymphoma. I was told “Mike, I am sorry to tell you that this type of NHL is incurable, yes treatable but you will never be in remission”...... after 14 years, 900+ Dermatology treatments/clinics my condition became very aggressive so between Sep 2013 and Oct 2015 I had 6 cycles of R-EPOCH (750hrs), 45 radiotherapy zaps and two Allo (donor) Stem Cell Transplants (June 2014 and October 2015) and was eventually told I was in remission in September 2016 for the first time in 17 years...... I am living the dream.
To get some conversation going make a cuppa and have a look at this great paper After Treatment Finishes - Then What? by Dr Peter Harvey as it highlights the post treatment milestones and come back and tell me what stands out for you once you read it.
I'd go back and get the lump checked out again. We know health professionals are fallible
Hi nat88c,
Ask your doctor to be referred to the breast clinic and then you will have some peace of mind.
I had (and still do) a lump in my left armpit. The GP referred me to the breast clinic and I was told it is fatty tissue.
Please let us know how you get on.
Sending you love and good vibes x
Lisa
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This is the only way to get clear answers, let’s hope you get news that is positive and not disappointing ((hugs))
Cheers thehighlander hopefully it is good news I just remember this feeling of things moving quickly from the last time
This is very good news, this does often happen but until you get a clear answer the brain is on overdrive ((hugs))
Hi nat88c,
Thank you for the update and that is wonderful news.
Sending you love and good vibes,
Lisa
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