Normality.

Hi and welcome to the group. As you have 'researched endlessly' (I'm the same btw) it's unlikely that I could provide any further links on the medical research side. You could try our Ask an Expert page and ask the nurse for information or try the helpline and speak to one of our experts (you can be put through to an expert in a variety of areas). The most informative booklet I could suggest is this one and there are several links on this page which might be of use. It sounds like you're fully occupied but if you do have time it can help a lot to get to a local cancer support group to  meet with like minds.

I hope there's something useful here, if not, please let me know and I'll look for more information.