THE ORIGINAL GANG OF MUSHROOM ROPE BUILDERS (i.e Mel & Em's thread cont...)
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This is the start of a new journey for me and my much loved friends from the original Oesophegus thread on general discussions.
We have become a close group and this will be our new home to continue our journey as life has become very hard for many of us and we keep re-living our journeys with lots of newbies which puts us all back a bit.
So my lovely friends Mel, Sam, Helen, Bern, Jac, Nic, Dawn, Sue, Cath, Lesley, Jani and the many other special friends Mel and I have made over the last 16 months this is it we have a new home.
Love to all and extra strength to carry us through our next stage XXX
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Hello Jacdee I'm around. Are you still there? SAM sam x
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Might have cried myself dry...feeling well rough. Everyone is asleep and I've realised its been days since I spoke to another adult..... suppose I'm still feeling sorry for myself...do you know anything about oxycontin and oxynorm...what are considered high doses?
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Hey Jac & SAM
Big hugs all round xx
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Have you ever been so tired you need to sleep but you can't close your eyes.... I don't want to face tomorrow..... maybe if I stay awake it'll not happen! LOL
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Hello Jacdee. Its not feeling sorry for yourself at all after the shock you have had today its no wonder you are feeling like that. Mate i believe that norm are short acting and are taken regular 4 to 6 hourly whereas contin are long acting so they are slow release and taken 12 hourly but as for the doses and strength you need to check with your gp, dr, mm nurse or the like as every one is different and it depends on mgs etc. Sorry i cant be of more help. Got good ears to listen mind if you need. Love and Hugs. SAM sam x
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Hello Bern. How was the gym? Jacdee I'm afraid tomorrow will happen with or without sleep i wish it wouldnt for you but with a little sleep it might be a little easier for you. SAM Sam x
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sam, its been a long day, just don't want to feel alone anymore....going to curl in beside my baby....love the baby smell of clean hair....maybe he'll wake up so i can see his cheeky smile....I'm nearly too sad to type....night and thanks!
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Night Jacdee and i know i speak for many but you are not alone although you feel it im told the rope is tied to many and it pulls us all up and holds us together tight. You ask the doll she will tell you. I do hope you get some sleep and tomorrow is not as bad as today. Night. SAM sam x
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Jac, when you lay down tonight, take deep breaths. Then concentrate on those breaths. I hope you can feel the strength and love we are all sending your way. Honey, do not be afraid of tomorrow, cause no matter what you can not stop it. Look at what you can do and that is no matter what have a smile on your face. Even if it is at the start of the day, you will have smiled.
If you wake during the night, then I want you to remember that SAM and I are taking it in turns to be by your side. If your lucky Helen may even get on that dyson and nip over to you. We are with you in spirit honey. You are not alone, as you are often in peoples thoughts. So, they are with you in mind and heart. This isn't mumbo jumbo hippy shite - although it does sound it at times!!!
This is for you Jac, cause I have said a prayer. I hope tomorrow you find a enewed strength and energy. You are not alone honey, yet you feel lonely
I said a prayer for you today And know God must have heard. I felt the answer in my heart Although he spoke no word!
I didn’t ask for wealth or fame (I knew you wouldn’t mind). I asked him to send treasures Of a far more lasting kind!
I asked that he be near you At the start of each new day; To grant you health and blessings And friends to share your way!
I asked for happiness for you In all things great and small. But it was for his loving care I prayed the most of all!
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Oh bern that is so nice. Helen tells me you have words for every occasion and i am now seeing it what with the texts voice mails and on here. SAM sam x
