THE ORIGINAL GANG OF MUSHROOM ROPE BUILDERS (i.e Mel & Em's thread cont...)
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This is the start of a new journey for me and my much loved friends from the original Oesophegus thread on general discussions.
We have become a close group and this will be our new home to continue our journey as life has become very hard for many of us and we keep re-living our journeys with lots of newbies which puts us all back a bit.
So my lovely friends Mel, Sam, Helen, Bern, Jac, Nic, Dawn, Sue, Cath, Lesley, Jani and the many other special friends Mel and I have made over the last 16 months this is it we have a new home.
Love to all and extra strength to carry us through our next stage XXX
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Well good morning All,
Just wanted to pop in and wish you all a good day and many smiles and for some of you simply the time to be able to sit down and put your feet up and have a lovely cuppa!!
Well today is the day, Midday pleae keep your fingers crossed. Helen thank you very much for the text. It sounds funny when a text is read by the BT woman....if you spoke like that then I may think you were Yoda's sister!! hee hee. I have decided that I am going to pay for a cab there and back. That way I can arrive nice and chilled and also have time to go over notes and presentation or simply look out the window and be stress free!! I can only do my best and the rest is out of my hands.
Thanks for your support and wonderful ideas. Wow, if I get this job you will be my very own gang of idea makers!!! Whether you like it or not!!
Hugs and cuddles and love to you all. I truly hope that today you smile and the smile reaches from the tips of your toes to the tops of your pretty heads and fills you with that lovely warm feeling. Bern xxx
Hey Bern - How you feeling? Not too nervous I hope. Have sent you an email but wanted to say here as well that I really hope all goes well for you today my friend. You will be in my thoughts at midday and we have everything crossed here.
Well, how did I do yesterday...mmmm....................... they said my presentation was excellent!! Hoorah!! Reflecting on the interview, I know I didn't disgrace myself, I impressed them and they wouldn't have been sorry for calling me to interview. But that is far as I know. Cause I have no control over the competition and I know they all have experience whereas I don't in that field. So, I am content at the moment with my performace and will just have to chill to the still and wait for Monday to come.
So, thank you all for your wishes. Who knows they may have worked???
Hope everyone is good today. Sam - good luck tonight. By the way, did you do the deed by midday??!!!
Helen, as always wicked to speak to you last night. I have only worked out how to use my answering machine and heard your message from the other day. The only problem is I haven't worked out how to delete my messages, so it may get filled up soon!!!
Sue - I know you are looking...hee hee ha ha
Roch - sorry honey I meant to respond to the message you left recently. I think when we are grieving and the pain seems to get worse than better, this happens cause we are actually getting better. Confusing huh? When someone dies, we are cocooned by layers of protection. Bit by bit these layers get removed - they are only removed when our body knows we are able to deal with the next wave of intense emotions. So, gradually as the numbness lifts, the pain intensifies and the brain becomes confiused and frustrated as we feel we are going backwards.
Yet, to be able to feel is good. For numbness to be lifted is good. So, look at it as steps forward and a sign of strength. (Hope that makes sense?)
Nic - sweetheart, sorry I have been meaning to write to you too. I am crap at times. Just want to send you a warm hug. I can't take away your pain and I can't tell you what to do to ease it. I can though be here for you as and when you need. I will remind you how wonderful you are, how you can do this - cause even though you may doubt yourself, I don't. Thinking of you honey and wish you smiles and a warm heart everyday - even a few times, even just once a day - that happiness will be the strength you need to keep fighting all day. That will recharge your reserves.
Love to you all. Everyone. Not around much again at the moment, you are in my thoughts though. Love Bern xx
