THE ORIGINAL GANG OF MUSHROOM ROPE BUILDERS (i.e Mel & Em's thread cont...)
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This is the start of a new journey for me and my much loved friends from the original Oesophegus thread on general discussions.
We have become a close group and this will be our new home to continue our journey as life has become very hard for many of us and we keep re-living our journeys with lots of newbies which puts us all back a bit.
So my lovely friends Mel, Sam, Helen, Bern, Jac, Nic, Dawn, Sue, Cath, Lesley, Jani and the many other special friends Mel and I have made over the last 16 months this is it we have a new home.
Love to all and extra strength to carry us through our next stage XXX
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Thanks so much for all your good wishes. It means the world that you were all rooting for dad and I and that you can take such pleasure in some positive news. Don't we need it? Thanks dad!
Whilst I've been worried about dad you may not have wanted to worry me with your problems but that doesn't have to be the case. I count my blessings that dad's still fighting and though not entirely well he's not doing too badly either. I know that some of you out there are really struggling at the moment having lost your loved ones and I want to try to help you as much as I can. So keep coming to our little haven and we'll somehow muddle through.
I'm happy I found you all and will try my best to relax now and stop thinking too far ahead.
Hey Folks i feel like the nosey next door neighbour popping in, Just want to say Em get well soon love, hope all is ok Good wishes to the rest of you Kate xxxxxxxxx
Feeling a little better in myself back pain has dulled down but now have three large lumps behind my right ear??? I still have no fever which is what they would expect if it was something like glandular fever etc.. I just really hope the heamatology appointment letter arrives today and the scan date as I am stressing about getting myself organised to get the kids sorted to go back to school.
I have a big wedding to go to on Saturday and I have been really looking forward to it for ages and I want to go so fingers crossed for me please girlies.
Managed to go to the wedding this weekend for a couple of hours and I really find them hard watching the bride with her Dad!!!!!! all I want right now is my family to at least try to show they care.
My Dad was my safety net the one I would always rely on to make me feel safe!!!!!! What happened to me and my family?????
OOhhh I'm off again.lol
Kel, hoping Dad is feeling a little better.XXX
To all my wonderful friends who are missing there loved ones right now. They still love us they just cannot show it, we still love them and we can show them by living up to what they wanted us to be!!!!
Helen, Hope you are having fun times with J XXX
Jac, I hope you and yours are hanging tight XXX
I wish I could find a huge surge of energy to be happy with all I have instead of all i've lost but hey-ho.
Nic - (((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))) for you hun, we understand how tough this is so please keep sharing with us and hold on tight to that rope as we are still here pulling X
Em - we are so alike in many ways, as we have said before. Dad was my safety net too and it's weird not having that feeling of security anymore, of having to do it all alone now. We will get through Em but the journey on the way is a scary one. I will keep my fingers crossed for you and hope that you get to go to the wedding on Saturday. I know what you mean about seeing the bride with her dad though X
Bern - thinking of you and hope that you and your family are getting through this difficult time together. We miss you X
Mel - I will call before we go, I promise. Hope you are ok hun, we haven't had a catch up for ages, have missed you X
Kelsey - I hope you managed to have a relaxing weekend and that your Dad is still doing ok. It's good to have you around again X
Helen and SAM Sam - huge hugs for both of you X
Michelle & Rochelle - please keep posting and sharing with us here, I know it's tough sometimes to post but we want to help you both as much as we can X
I will have to love you and leave you all for now, as we are going on our hols on Wednesday and I'm not sure if I will get the chance to post again before then. I will miss you all my friends but you will be in my thoughts while I am away. I love you all.
Thanks Em, I'm hoping the change of scenery will help to get me out of the misery I seem to have settled into. You know what it's like hun. Love and hugs X
Where is our summer???? i am hating all these grey miserable days, it just heightens what I already feel.
Em.... hope over the last few days you are feeling a little better and have had some more answers.. as we all know the waiting is one of the most terrible feelings xxxx
Bern ... I know your not reading at the moment, but am hoping if you have started your new job that it is going well and you that you are coping with all else that life has thrown in your path recently.xxxx
Mel... Hope you are ok, and if you are anything like me, things seem to be getting tougher. I have to say, I have read a few of your posts over the last few days on some of the akward subjects that have occured recently and you have such a wonderful diplomatic way of phrasing things.... you are such a lovely person to many people on here. xxxx
Kelsey.... Glad Dad is a little better than orginally thought, it's such a normal thing to expect the worse, so I am soo glad for you and it's nice to read of some better news. xxx
Sam, sending you much love and strength for your holiday, a change of scenery wont change reality, but it may help you re-charge and breath abit of life again. Thinking of you xxx
Helen and Sam.... hope all is ok, thinking of you and sending you love xxx
Nic...nice to see you posting, I feel your pain, it gets harder as time goes on doesn't it. I've got my birthday this Thursday and am dreading it. I just want to curl up under my duvet and pretend it's not happening. Sending you love and hugs xxxx
Rochelle.... hope you are doing ok, and managing to cope through the day .... with the kiddies too xxx
Sorry if I have missed anyone, but you are all in my thoughts.
I have got a few toughies coming up, today i have to work at my dads business as it's still not sold, so there will be reminders of him everywhere, am dreading it. I have my birthday on Thursday, wish it was Friday already and then at the weekend hubby and I are going to stay at the place where we got married. We were supposed to stay there on our Wedding Anniversary which was a few weeks before Dad passed away and i didn't have the strength to do it then, so we postponed it too my birthday weekend. The hotel is gorgeous and we had a lovely wedding day, but this weekend will hold so many memories of my Dad, but I am going to go as it was a present to Paul and I from Mum and Dad so I will brave it ... in his honour.
