I am so sorry for being a nuisance as I am always the joker and make others feel better. I've been, thank whatever god, for 2 years now and cannot praise the treatment and care i had throughout my chemo and radiotherapy!
I really don't understand it yet im having very dark really dark thoughts and im straying towards them! Yeah I know the treatment give me what for yet laughed it of, the last year spent 6 weeks in hospital, 8 days in intensive care, I was ok just where the machines were for a plasma exchange due to lesion on spinal chord, probably through radiotherapy.
Absolutely fine with it yet now feeing so tired, worn out and just generally had enough which really isn't me and that is frightening me!
What do i do???? Again sorry for being a nuisance. Rich
