I lost my husband to prostate cancer with bone mets 16 months ago, I was his sole carer and it broke me, I'm still having bad days. I have had a heart ultrasound and ECG they have found a mass near my heart, I have had an urgent CT scan but have not had results yet. I am so scared for my (grown up) children they can't go through this again so soon. Don't know where to turn.
Hi there so sorry to hear about your husband must be so hard and now you I have just been told I have bowel cancer I’m 49 with small children and I am also scared beyond belief your not alone I’m just trying to take one day at a time and keep myself occupied I know I’m probably not much help but your not alone in this and if you want to chat more about anything feel free to off load on me ok x wishing you all the luck in the world 
