It's been two weeks since Mum passed away from Pancreatic Cancer / Bile Duct sepsis, She also suffered from a stroke the day before she passed!
I am so grateful that we managed to have her home and spend her final 3 weeks with her.
HOWEVER! I am really struggling to accept the fact she is gone, Never to have my lunchtime conversations with her, ask her advise, laugh, joke, sing, cry.
I feel so numb to the point I can't even cry anymore (is that wrong 
) I know it 's been only 2 Weeks but I'm confused with the fact I don't really have any emotions, I just keep expecting her to walk through the door and open her arms to me!!!! 
I'm also worried about extending my sick leave with work as I feel I may loose my job.
My work to be fair have been brilliant but I do have a very demanding job and I'm concerned if I extend my leave people will be able to fulfill my role and they may not need me anymore.
Help!!!
I'm so sorry to read that your mum has recently passed away and it's completely normal to feel as you do.
I hope you don't mind me suggesting that you join the bereaved family and friends group which is for anyone who has lost a friend or relative to cancer to give and receive support. If you feel this might help you clicking on the link I've created will take you there.
Sending a virtual ((hug))
"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
Hi Latchbrook,
Thank you for the reply and the link,
I have joined the group 
