This last month I have deteriorated and it has been confirmed the colorectal cancer has gone to my lungs and peri aortic lymph nodes. Nearly a month ago I ran for the last time. It was extra exhausting but I battled through it thinking it was caused by the wind. Two weeks ago after exercising I noticed my left leg was noticeably thicker than the right. After ultrasounds which left a delayed onset bruise in the left pubic area I sometimes get throbbing in that area. After the ultrasound I got the news that the cancer has returned. I saw the colorectal consultant today 3rd November with family members who told them I need chemotherapy as soon as possible. When I got back home whilst having a pee I noticed swelling in my penis. When I thought it couldn’t get any worst it has.