Feeling the blues

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I was diagnosed with Stage 3 UTUC over a year ago. Tried neoadjuvant chemo but my body couldn't tolerate it after one go. Had a radical nephrectomy last June and, at the time, there was no evidence of any spread. I was told to go on immunotherapy (Nivolumab) but that was way beyond my budget ( I have no health care/insurance). Took Tislemizab instead. A few months later, after a CT scan, they noticed a small tumor growing where the kidney was. Doctor recommended 25 rounds of radiation therapy. After completing it, they noticed the tumor had neither grown or shrunk. Back on immunotherapy. A recent CT scan, however, showed some slow growth. Doc has put me on combination chemoimmunotherapy. but I had to do carboplatin and gemcitabine as history showed I couldn't tolerate cisplatin + I only have 1 kidney. 

I'm an expat living in China. My family lives far away in Australia. So, I've been going thru this all alone. I have kept it primarily secret, esp. with employer, as perceptions about cancer are not very favourable in China. Will be starting a new job in August but I didn't mention anything as I still feel healthy enough to do anything. It's also quite an expense, without any insurance but you can get good value for money in China. 

So, I need to do 4-6 cycles of this treatment and just found out I need to return after the 1st 8 days, each cycle, for more chemo. I wasn't counting on this. It's quite frustrating. I'm at wits end about it all. Do I just stay strong (again, I feel primarily fine) and get on with my job or do I fold and withdraw?  

Love to hear any guidance you could provide....Thanks 

  • Hi Snake65

    Thanks for getting in touch and welcome to our online community. My name is Sherrye and I’m one of the Cancer Information Nurse Specialists on the Macmillan Support Line.

    I can see you’ve joined one of our forums. I do hope you’re finding it a helpful and supportive place. I can also see that you’re a Canadian citizen who has lived abroad most of your life and currently live in China.


    As a UK based cancer charity, we are unable to discuss cancer care outside of the UK, as it can be very different.

    I understand that you need to start some more treatment and with your new job in China this will involve a lot of travel for you. So you’re wondering whether to withdraw or try and get on with the treatment.

    If you were based in the UK, we would be encouraging you to have a conversation with your oncology team about this. The team can let you know about how you may feel on this treatment, and the reality of travelling and working between cycles of the treatment.

    Cancer Research UK has an information page about overseas organisations that you may find helpful.

    Some people find it easier to talk things through over the phone and you are welcome to call us for a chat on the Macmillan Support Line.

    I hope this information helps. Please feel free to get back in touch if you want more information or support.

    Best wishes,

    Sherrye H,

    Cancer Information Nurse Specialist 

    You can also speak with the Macmillan Support Line team of experts. Phone free on 0808 808 0000 (7 days a week, 8am-8pm), send us an email or contact us through webchat.

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