I have stage 4 Her 2 Breast Cancer with metastatic bone cancer. I had urgent radiotherapy to stabilise a tumour pressing on my spinal cord and was given a body brace to wear around the base of my spine. I completed 6 Chemo sessions before Christmas then unfortunately I discovered fractures on my pelvis. I'm currently on 40mg slow release Morphine twice a day, 900mg of gabapentin, cholecalciferol, and more recently Letrozole. I have 3 weekly visits for Phesgo and 3 monthly Zolondronic Acid infusions.
I'd like some advice on my painful hands and knees. My knees are very stiff but my hands are so painful. They curl into a fist during the night and so sore to move them. I find it harder and harder to even pick up the smallest, lightest of objects particularly in the mornings. I asked my GP. I started using Ibuprofen gel on my fingers but she felt unable to advise on what might be causing this and said I should talk to my Consultant or Oncologist. My consultant Oncologist suggested a referral to Orthopaedics 4 months ago to discuss if there was a need for the brace and I asked again about this but it hadn't been done yet. I then asked her if they may be able to help with the hand pain too. I understand her priority is controlling the cancer growth and as it has remained unchanged at the last scan she is happy and if I am in pain I should just increase the Morphine dosage. But I am finding life very difficult going round in circles unsure whether a referral will get made and confused about the cause of the pain.
In the beginning I was unsure about going ahead with any treatment but increasingly I am questioning the quality of the time I have left. Please can you give me some answers?
Is the Phesgo causing the pain?
Should I have been on Letrozole sooner?
Is it making my pain worse?
Is there an alternative that might be better?
I apologise for the length of this post I've a high pain threshold and generally not a complainer, but I'm desperate. I have asked my Consultant but she is rightly focused solely on the cancer, and you may not be able to give me answers either but I am at the point of giving up. I was offered quality rather than quantity of life but really don't think I have much quality left.