Hi I have surgery coming up but is laser this time to remove the cancer and resection my throat I'm really worried about this and recovery as I also have COPD and pf so struggle to breathe anyway . Will I ever be able to speak again and is the surgery painful and the recovery painful or long please any advice isuch appreciated . I'm not sleeping and panicking terribly I wake FFS ripping in sweat in full panic attack thinking I'm going to die is this normal too