Hi there,
I had found a breast lump in October 2020 age 49. I had mammogram and biopsy taken in November where they told me I had a small breast cancer. After my lumpectomy in December 2020 they diagnosed it as invasive ductal breast cancer, estrogen positive. I then had chemotherapy x 6, then radiotherapy x 19 and started on letrazole july 2021. I seem to have many of the reported side effects of letrazole, but one of the main ones is vaginal dryness. Sex has become unbearable and up until recently, I had to use instillagel when having intercourse as it was extremely painful and each time I was tearing inside. I then ended up not being able to have intercourse as it was even too painful with the instillagel. This had been recommended by a gynaecologist. When I was reviewed again the gynaecologist said to me that internally I was like tissue paper so she advised me to start on oral medication which would help the dryness as it acts like estrogen but doesn't contain oestrogen. I contacted my breast cancer nurse as I felt uneasy at taking medication and I wanted the breast cancer teams advice. This started a debate within the team and after a few weeks they decided that they wouldn't be happy as there wasn't enough evidence for me to take this medication safely. The only thing they would be happy for me to take would be a topical estrogen cream. They didn't name a cream but I ended up going to my own GP, she was aware of my situation as I think I have tried all of the non hormonal moisturisers available. I was currently taking Replens every second day at that point. After my hysterectomy in 2019 I was on ovestin cream, but after diagnosis that stopped. My GP restarted ovestin cream as per the prescribed regime as before. Very reluctantly I started this but to be honest I have only been taking half the prescribed dose as I am so scared. I feel that I am doing a deal with the devil by using this cream but I really miss the intimacy with my husband and I feel I am too young to say goodbye to that side of our relationship. My husband has been amazing and there has been no pressure from him. I would just like to ask your opinion about this cream. Have you known anyone else in a similar position to me? In my head I am scared that taking this cream will definitely bring back the cancer. I know that there are no guarantees with regards this but I am just looking for a wee bit more advice as I feel this has been lacking with my cancer team/gynacologist/gp. When I explained what my cancer team said, the gynaecologist hasn't responded to me with an alternative or advice on what cream and a regime. Also the cancer team only said that they were happy for me to only have a topical estrogen cream but again wouldn't say what one or a regime. My gp started me on ovestin because I was on that one before but I don't know if I am doing the right thing or not. Many thanks in advance for reading this. Shiz71 xx