it been nearly two weeks now since i had my breast cancer removed,still havent heard for my follow up appoitment, which i will get results weather lymph nodes are clear or not and if i will need to have more tissue removed. I have been a bit sore but wasnt as bad as i thought however emotionaly still going through it from time to time, I work in a large suppermarket and at this time of year we have to be extra jolly and smiley serving our customers,dont think i can do that ,i am off for for now but worring that i carnt handle going back. I have great family support but dont really let on how i feel. The last few days have been great but didnt sleep well last night and its like i forgot it all, but now i know i still in this nightmare . throwing myself into t.v and kindle ,just want to know what my next steps are now.
