The leccy came back after a couple of hours or so and so far has stayed on. Not counting any chickens yet still a few more hours to go.
I felt quite rough this morning, I decided that as it was already ropey and am grounded anyway I'd take a bigger hit and be done with it, so stretched my pain and nausea meds to get them on track with the clock change. Horrible but worth it. I am quite grumpy but picking up
There's a bit of flat roof in the garden, we don't know if it is ours or not. Jeff thinks it looks a bit old for ours.
Cabin fever is quite high, it has been a couple of weeks since I have been out. I have been having thoughts about tomorrow , getting to the car and to the beach with a flask. It's a hope. Otherwise the going out next week revolves around appointments and the pre-checks for the Chemo slot on Friday. Lots of 'little waits'.As I don't feel overall well and a much more wobbly for this time in the Chemo schedule I am more fretful about this. If I am medically fit for Chemo, I am ok to go ahead but it is at a low point.
I have a bee in my bonnet about my pre-chemo phone appointment but am going to put that in a post of its own. I don't usually know who is going to call me but this week I do, she is a steam roller and can be very offhand. I am glad it wasn't her that broke the news about my incurable cancer to me.
On that happy note I am going to sign off for now.
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