Counting down to 3am for meds.
The next few days are when I feel more emotionally wobbly. It is a pattern so now I am prepared for it. First couple of times I was scared it was an impending bout of depression which could knock me down for weeks but fortunately it passes and while I don't it take that totally for granted ,I do have faith that it will pass.
I have been entertaining myself by plugging in scents that I like on a perfume website and it comes up with the closest matches. This comes from the kids buying a discovery set a while back, quite an education and fun. Jeff's Mum likes to spoil me sometimes which is lovely, so when she sent some treat money I got a tiny bottle of something that I loved. Two samples of something different of what I thought I would and I love them both too. It's interesting to find out what people like and don't but also to hear our different interpretations and descriptions of what we are smelling.
It seems like I have a brand, so can put a couple of samples on a wish list, I'll put some money in for a shared set when Dana and Kane are off their perfume ban.
Jeff has been saying that Mum been asking last couple of calls. As when I went on holiday I had a Baileys, two Baileys and all was ok while on my lowest meds. I have been looking around for an Autumn warmer. Hot choc, a shot of expresso and Licor 43 is what I would like to try, so a bottle Licor 43 is the treat.
Had 3am meds, 4am meds and now it is nearly time for 6am ones and then a nap. It's been good tapping this out as well as doing my browsing and listening to an audiobook.
I hope that you have what is a good day for you.
