On July 22nd 2010, it will be 7 months since my dear mum died, every day seems to get harder and harder just getting out of bed is hard.
I can not see any light at the end of the tunnel, and as each day passes and we get nearer to christmas i get more upset,
And now i have to face a big operation on 11 August with out mum even though i am married my mum was always they for me, now my hubby may have parkinsons, what more can this life through at me.
