I lost my husband to mesothelioma in September 2016 , when 2017 came upon us, the hurt and pain came back just the same as when I said goodbye at his bedside. I feel like I have left him behind in 2016 - it hurts so much
so sorry for your loss I know what you are going through only lost my wife 5 days ago still can't get my head around it was so quick less than 2 months from being told by consultant dreading the future once again really sorry for you loss.
Oh Dawn, you must be going through a terribly tough time. It's never easy to lose a loved one and you will probably never get over it 100%. In time though, you will find it easier. Have you considered getting some counselling - it might be really helpful to be able to talk frankly to someone who is a trained listener.
