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Hello zappaman,

I just found your blog. I am hoping and praying you get the good news tomorrow. I too believe you and your wife will get through it. I am short of words tonight but I'm keeping everything crossed.

Big hugs to you and yours.

Thanks for your kind thoughts and support JM, whatever the outcome we'll take it as it comes.

You and your family have been through a rough time too but at last you are getting some positive news from the hospital. I'm glad you are starting to discover how strong you are, having come this far. The chemotherapy treatment doesn't seem to be so frightening to you, that is nice to see. It's good to hear that the treatment is going to be nearer for you and the chips and cheese sounded great! If I have to have my gullet stretched wider with a balloon I'll tell them to use a big balloon so that I can throw in the fish and chips. I have really been missing bread, especially toast, I told my wife to eat whatever she wants and I cook for my son but I must admit sometimes I would love to be able to eat whatever they are eating. One day one day. So when you get those nagging doubts just remember how strong you are and how far you have came and you can conquer anything else that is thrown at you on the rollercoaster ride from hell. Big hugs to you and your family