So in the morning on Saturday I went to the park with kids that was hard work cause want to play but cant get out of my chair so had to sit and watch. then had restful afternoon watching gone girl. had a little cry cause my dad is easy to cry and thought how this never going to go even with a fight…
sunday went to church in the morning which was nice but tiring went to sleep for nearly 2 hours after. then we had my kids around for lunch and my nephews this afternoon. mum and i decided we taking noah to cinema to see thomas and friends he will love it. tomorrow relax day cant have another day like this weekend i think. love my kids but very draining….
want to start treatment soon but scared stiff sooooo worried but i know it will help in the long run. i wish i have someone whos going through this with me so i’m not on my own but i dont cause this isnt nice at all….
