had surgery aboat three weeks ago .should have gone for results last week.got the time messed up .now haveing to wait till this wednesday coming .getting realy worried aboat them .has i know i have still got some tumor still left under my arm, i know i sound like a coward .has there is so many pepole going .through .worst than me .i just feel so tired .affter five months of chemo then the surgery .its just the thought of more chemo and radiotherapy.
