I'm at a loss after my husband of 40 yrs lost his fight to blood cancer MDS .....he had a bone marrow transplant last June plus top up cells in December .We thought he had turned a corner but caught my cold in January this year which turned into pneumonia and sepsis shock it was so quick .
After him going through everything it seems so unfair it was the day before our 40th anniversary they turned the ventilator off .
Now 11 weeks on I'm just going over everything can not sleep and can not stop crying .
Everyone keeps telling me it will get better .....but how can it I've lost my sole mate
