i am not sure what to do.. my dad passed away on the 6th of feb to cancer to the gullet and i was there with the rest of the family soon as he passed it hit all my family bad part from me yes i feel so sad in side but when i feel the tears i stop myself and now i feel so angry in side as i cant remember his voice i sit for hrs thinking of times we have talked and i cant here his voice.. i feel this anger is coming out on others and i dont want that as i know we all feel sad i just dont know what to do it dont help when i get '' has it hit me yet'' i cant force feelings to come out... but i know with the way im feeling i cant keep them in anymore just the what to do next my mind goes blank..
