Today is one of my dark days. I've never felt so lonely and isolated, having noone to vent to because we're all going through the same thing.
my dads condition is so bad now, he's confused, lost so much weight and so frail. I'm scared I'm going to loose him. He has throat cancer, but several separate doctors have advised its elsewhere, then stopped when realising we have no idea on the deterioration.
we have tried to speak with the oncologist but noone will meet with us... I'm not ready to loose my dad, but don't know what to do next.
