MacMillan Nurse Catherine called my CT scan is clear, so go ahead for mastectomy, got to meet for photos.
Had a sad thought thinking my breast will be incinerated. Had her for 42 years, now she's going to be no more, her jobs done, will be sad goodbye. but considering she's riddled with cancer, it will be bittersweet.
saw my regular doc today, she's amazing. We discussed my mental health after the mastectomy, I am worried how I will cope afterwards, but she's so amazing.
its still early stages but all the people I have meet, Catherine and Mr Daoud have been so helpful, honest and reassuring, I have been lucky.
I know the worse is to come, but being in the garden and feeling the sun and planting my hanging baskets have brought me out the sadness I had the beginning of the week. I have struggled and will have a big struggle ahead, I mean a big struggle. I have suffered with depression and know this year is going to be hard going.
