Hi Me this blog is to you don't allow this vile black disease to drag you back to that dark place. It,s like your constantly running from it first rcc then lung problem which I still have no idea what their doing Now suspected skin C of to another specialist And yes that's good and quick but I hate it all my daughter just booked my first holiday in years for my birthday I was and am looking forward to it But it's like this thing hangs over everything and yes most of the time your positive and I get on with everyday life my children have Two birthdays next week and I'm sick of thinking will I be here for another Stop Me that's a message to myself ) Get up start another Smile look out of the window look at the sky listen to the birds I thought last night of all the small things from last year sitting on a model train with my baby granddaughter with the sun shining on us lots of lovely memories which I'm lucky enough to of had so many don't. And what if I,m a strong woman I,'ll deal with it you may knock me down for a day or so but as a friend said I always get back up so up out of bed start your day go wish your sister a happy birthday do your work tell your kids you love them and kick the C and the Big black dog back in the corner were they belong .
