Arrived at hospital not knowing what to expect. I know it was explained why I was there and what was going to happen but now this shit felt real. Although I was diagnosed 3 weeks ago my way of dealing with things is to make light of the situation (how I here u ask? but i'm talented like that...lol), some people say not facing the reality, whatever the reason that's what I did. But today is the day it becomes real. I get them pills to take for the next 9 months to try and kill this terrible disease that's growing in my brain!!!!
I thought that the mask making day last Tuesday was bad. That's where I had my first 'cracking-up session'.
Although I didn't crack up today, reality certainly struck.
