Dear Dom,
You passed away this morning and tonight is my first night sleeping without you. I feel lost. This bed is too big for just me, and I'm sleeping on your side of the bed to try to feel closer to you. I think if I can't relax I'll get your hoody and try to cuddle up with it. I miss you so much my love, it's crazy. It is truly insane that all this has happened. I feel like I'm stuck in a dream, and you will come back through the bedroom door and lay next to me, and we'll sleep. The truth is, we haven't shared a bed for a long time due to your pain and illness - the bed just wasn't comfortable for you. But you were still in the room, and I could still see you and hold your hand. That's all been ripped away now.
I have no idea what I'm going to do. I love you so much, forever and ever.
Love
Cait
