Its been over 6 months now since we lost mum, I've not posted for ages, but today is mum's birthday. I took some flowers to the cemetery yesterday, and shed a few tears. I'm still numb, think about mom every day, though just trying to get on with things as best I can. I still feel wierd around 7pm, that was the time I used to ring her. Miss her so much. I've got so much I could tell her, mainly about the boys. My eldest now has a part time job, a girlfriend, has had a brush with the law, we are visiting uni's, and that's just some of the news. I've got her old mobile phone, there is still a load of credit on it, and sometimes I ring my phone from it, just so I can see her name and number appear on mine, I feel so silly really, but I really don't care. Happy birthday mum, love and miss you xxx
