It has been two months since I last posted. I have been going for my lymphatic drainage massages every Friday. I feel so blessed to be alive and well. This week will be my last session and I will miss the conversation I had with the specialist for that hour I am relaxing in her bed. Back at work things were not as I imagined but all will be sorted in time. When I was diagnosed I never felt like a victim and now after mastectomy I don't feel like a victim. I look at my scars and see life. To me it was a choice of being dead or let the breast go first. I feel lucky to be able to have that choice of not being dead. Tamoxifen has been good to me too not that it has a choice because I am a good person no drug is allowed to take over. I got a tournament in Karate next month and looking forward to my swimming with my friends at work. Be strong cause no one will do that for you, be positive cause being down will drag your all being with, do things that makes you happy, I am doing that everyday. Anything negative is not for me to worry about.
