Hi all I'm new to this. Was diagnosed lung cancer 3 days before xmas. Have managed to keep myself together and soldier on. Am awaiting op to remove tumor. But I find all this waiting is the most hardest time of all. Anyone else the same?
I have received a letter this morning cancelling my lung nodule removal scheduled for tomorrow. Quite honestly I am totally gutted and broken. I have held it together for weeks now waiting for this operation. I have kept positive for my friends and family and not even let my husband see how much I am worried by all this. I didn’t sleep last night and did not anticipate sleeping tonight. I had my bag packed, an online delivery of groceries arranged for my husband while I was in hospital had filled the freezer with meals for him and even set my alarm set my alarm for an early start tomorrow. To say I am upset is an understatement. I sympathise with you. Waiting is dreadful.
