I am so tired and sick of having cancer!
For the first time in 6 months I'm having a very large glass of wine. I'm hoping that I will sleep tonight, not sleeping is having my life.
I get tired and go to bed, but then as soon as I calm down all I can do is think of all things cancer. Then I can't get my neck comfy because of all the surgery.
Please keep saying to must feel great that they think they got all the cancer well it doesn't. I still have radiotherapy and more surgery to endure, then more and more tests.
I don't feel great. I feel angry and tired.
Anyway... no more cancer talk tonight. Wine and I'm a celeb. Atleast I'm not eating bugs :,)
