I don't know what to do anymore

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My head feels like it is going to explode, I can't cope anymore, I need my mum, I miss her so badly, why won't this pain go away? People said to me this would get easier but its not any better at all,.I had a baby at 24 weeks in January this year and all I wanted was my mum to be there with me, I feel so numb im trying so hard but it's just making me angry and I'm taking it out on my partner and can't tell him why 

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Oh Chloe I really feel for you. You've had a lot to deal in a short space of time! Congratulations on the birth of your baby and I'm sure you will be an amazing mum like yours was. You have so many feelings going on no wonder you are stressed and angry with your partner. Mine is always first to get it in the neck! If it is hard to talk to him have you a good friend or maybe a counselor (stranger) that you could vent cry talk too. ? Or maybe GP about grief/post natal depression. Sorry I am rambling on. Sending you big hugsxxxxx