I'll start by saying, I wasn't prepared for this. I chose not to have children young for a reason. I wanted Dad to walk me down the aisle but he's gone, death by stubbornness wasn't technically what killed him but his refusal to seek medical assistance didn't help. Now, at 21, I have become a parent to one brother and his gf though they are older than me and quite happily can do stuff to help they just wont, and my darling…
