<p>I have woken early and am finding it hard to get dark thoughts out of my mind. I am awaiting to be diagnosed with mets in the lung. My scan results weren't ready. It's hard trying not to think too far ahead. Wish I could get back to sleep. Any suggestions. Any positive feedback?
<p>Hi F&C, it is hard and so sad that this has tainted your Xmas! There is not much I can say that will change how you feel, but this is a great forum to say it as it is and not worry about upsetting those you love. I am sure you will be fine and whatever the outcome of your scan, they will help you. I am very lucky, as we caught mine before it had spread outside of the local area, at least as far as mets were concerned. I had a tumour in the lymph nodes and my CA125 and CA153 were both high, so it was in my blood, but it looks like it hadn't had time to settle and grow anywhere else. The chemo has killed it all off for the time being and the surgery will take the affected areas away in Jan. Please do let me know how you get on. When do you get the results? What was your orig8nal diagnosis? X</p>
